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Time:01:21 am
Current Mood:indescribableindescribable
You know, the sun is in your eyes
And hurricanes and rains
and black and cloudy skies.

You're running up and down that hill.
You turn it on and off at will.
There's nothing here to thrill
or bring you down.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.

Oh Lady, luck has led you here
and they're so twisted up
they'll twist you up. I fear.

the pious, hateful and devout,
you're turning tricks til you're turned out,
the wind so cold it burns,
you're burning out and blowing round.
And if you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.

The fates are vicious and they're cruel.
You learn too late you've used two wishes
like a fool

and then you're someone you are not,
and Junction City ain't the spot,
remember Mrs. Lot
and when she turned around.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.



back in shitsville for a night...NY tomorrow
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Time:07:26 pm
heres the deal-io. i will be arriving in NY on the 19th or 20th. i will partake in a family reunion for the first three days, and then i'm going to Cape Cod with Kate on the 23rd. I will be in Cape Cod for a week. I will then return to Hastings and stay there for a week and four days. now here's the decision making part and I need your help.

choice # 1- CRUISE IN ITALY AND GREECE

+ i have never been to europe before
+ i might have fun
+ free of charge... grandpa is paying
+ parents wont guarantee another trip to europe until i graduate college so it's a once in a lifetime opportunity.
- staying in cramped room with parents
- next youndest person down from me is 40 or so
- only 6 hours in each town. i would rather be immersed in a culture.
- i might regret not staying in NY and be depressed the whole 2 weeks of the trip

choice # 2- REMAIN IN NEW YORK

+ guaranteed fun and satisfaction
+ have been missing it all year
+ i will feel like i live there again
+ might go to Annas in DC for a couple nights to a week or so
+ some people will arrive in those 2 additional weeks whom i wont be able to see if i go to europe.
+ no parents
- kate is working a 9 to 5 job so i might be bored
- people might not be around to hang out with me
- regret not going to europe if i end up bored all the time

tough decision. please help me.
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Time:07:11 pm
Current Mood:crushedcrushed
i fucking hate this school. i hate nevada. i hate many of my "friends" and i want to move in with kate for fear of terminal insanity. help me, arghhh...
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Time:07:42 pm
http://www.myfootprint.org/

really interesting. post what you got on it.
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Time:12:20 pm
Current Mood:okayokay
I need to know everyone who will be in NY this summer and the approximate (or exact) dates. I'm deciding between two additional weeks in NY (I will have been there for two after Cape Cod avec Kate), or Europe with mi famillia. Let me know asap please.
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Time:11:20 pm
Current Mood:melancholymelancholy
What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day
As you place the don't disturb sign on the door
You lost your place in line again, what a pity
You never seem to want to dance anymore

It'sa long way down
On this roller coaster
The last chance streetcar
Went off the track
And you're on it

I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying' to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for

Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading

Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your trears

You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you

So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom
Keep warm my dear, keep dry

Tell me
Tell me
What's the matter Mary Jane
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Time:10:39 pm
Current Mood:melancholymelancholy
i'm such a fucking sociopath.
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Time:10:14 pm
1. Unitarian Universalism (100%)
2. Liberal Quakers (96%)
3. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (96%)
4. Neo-Pagan (88%)
5. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (87%)
6. New Age (86%)
7. Mahayana Buddhism (84%)
8. New Thought (84%)
9. Bahá'í Faith (80%)
10. Theravada Buddhism (76%)
11. Scientology (75%)
12. Taoism (66%)
13. Reform Judaism (63%)
14. Secular Humanism (57%)
15. Hinduism (51%)
16. Orthodox Quaker (51%)
17. Jainism (50%)
18. Sikhism (50%)
19. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (46%)
20. Jehovah's Witness (40%)
21. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (40%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (35%)
23. Islam (29%)
24. Nontheist (27%)
25. Eastern Orthodox (21%)
26. Roman Catholic (21%)
27. Seventh Day Adventist (21%)



that was a pretty cool test. take it by searching for belief-o-matic on google...
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Time:04:57 pm
Current Mood:contemplativecontemplative
i promise to update this journal more often. i'm so nervous/excited for everything this summer. i have just been having a sort of hard time lately even though nothing has physically changed about my surroundings...if anything, things have gotten better. its just a boundary in my own mind that i can't get over and it has just been tough and i probably make no sense right now so it's best that you just ignore me i suppose...
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Time:07:50 pm
Current Mood:sadsad
its been an insane couple of months. im doing shitty in school but at least i have friends and im not completely depressed any more. things have changed so much, and im osrry if i havnt been keeping in touch with many of you but its hard to juggle two alternate lives sometimes....but this summer is going to be so awesome. i hope i gte to see you all... well im out. IM me once in a while...i get lonely (and homesick). and with that, i leave you with this-

sam
You are Samantha Darko. You are very unaware of
what is happening around you. "What's a
fuckass?"


Which Donnie Darko Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


how i love that movie.
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